September 2010
I find myself having a more and more distorted...
That little twisted laugh in my head every time something that is supposedly to be really sacarstic is said by someone who hardly have a sense of humor.
也许你不知道，但是我只是想要你明白。不一样世界的事物也许是很难勉强在一起的。
I’m such a Youtube nerd. 99 Subcriptions. At least 10 daily uploads to follow.. O.o
-evil laughs-
Even my recipes are Youtube found.
-evil laughs again-
Niao Ci “SEE! YOU DON’T EVEN FOLLOW THE RECIPE. YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE A RECIPE!” Lazily says me “Yeah.. I found it on Youtube:D”
Oh well It’s the only place for me to put things aside and have a...
不是什么东西说忘记就可以忘记、原谅就可以原谅、放下就可以放下的。
还有好多的东西要考虑。
请给我一点时间。
也许某一天我就能够找到足够的勇气重新开始。
但是，直到那天的到来，我将慢慢的等待、静静的祈祷。
-叹息-
太多事情发生了，太多失望一次过被解放了。
这种感觉真的好难受。
或许我对某些人来说真地制造了太遥远的一种距离。
可是这一切或许是源至于我太爱我自己美丽的世界所造成的吧。
说到来，也只能怪我自己。
决定，选择，全都掌握在我自己的手中。
我的命运已经被上帝写好了，就在于我肯不肯听从与做出对不对的决择罢了。
这个假期，也太不轻松了吧。
list of items I will scour the ends of Singapore...
live4u:
1. Guy Fawkes mask
2. Jigsaw’s face mask (complete with white eyeballs and red slits)
3. A pair of drumsticks!
4. Elixir anti-rust guitar strings
5. A ukelele
6. Exercise ball
7. A HUGE CARLS’ JUNIOR BURGER!!!!!!
8. (yet another) World Map
9. Switchfoot albums! (New Way To Be Human, Oh Gravity!, The Beautiful Letdown)
YESH! AFTER MT A LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1. Did I tell you...
I think I'm destined to be a bird.
Since young my nicknames by my family are all “BIRD-RELATED” and I shan’t tell you what.
Then now that crazy facebook challenges, my friends all think I remind them of a bird. Hmmpphhh:(
But my favourite “birds” are still the ducks. Ducks are funny. Don’t you think so?
我选择相信的是内容，而不是形式。
I should go out for a walk soon to prevent myself from turning into a kuku head.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. Somebody save me:(
The cats are getting louder in my room. The echos are louder. Are they in my room? I think they are downstairs. But still… OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
Those meowmeow-ing are keeping me awake. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
Ahhhhh!!!
Yay!!!
Niao Ci said we’re gonna make translucent candy cookies… I think it’ll be FUNNNNN cause we can make rabbit figures and hang them at the windows to make it as though they are running on the cloudssssss:D
Can’t wait to get the oven started again!
I think I'm allergic to flowers:(
Or is it just air fresheners?
I placed a lavendar scented air freshener in my room and whenever I step into it my nose twitches and itches and snitchs. :( I think Imma get it out of my room.
I guess I'm not "just a little weird".
It’s like as if I have some communication barrier.
The diary of a very boring person.
Saw Joanne’s very concerned look just now when she talked to me.
Haha~ Ooops, haha. not laughing at your very concerned look la.
But sometimes, I really understand how things work la. Don’t be too mindful about me de. Really. I understand that more work =/= more responsibility. And in front of God, I really just want to be a little follower.
He was the one who tamed me down from a...
el-kew:
fastf0rwarrd-ed:
I was watching some trailer for some movie next friday on okto. Then I was screaming “TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLE!” at my brother with the lyrics. So yeah. Then he stared at me like I just did the most ridiculous thing EVER and said.. “Spiderman la” then he VERY COOLY walked away.
Yeah. It’s ridiculous. Cuz since when spiderman is SOOOOOOOOOO very skinny? Muscle...
I was watching some trailer for some movie next friday on okto. Then I was screaming “TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLE!” at my brother with the lyrics. So yeah. Then he stared at me like I just did the most ridiculous thing EVER and said.. “Spiderman la” then he VERY COOLY walked away.
Yeah. It’s ridiculous. Cuz since when spiderman is SOOOOOOOOOO very skinny? Muscle...
I realised when I have my food, I eat, I feel...
I literally cried becaue I was too hungry (with no dinner, lunch@11a.m., tea@3.30p.m.) at 11pm when my dad came out to scream at me making nosie in the kitchen and coming home late.
I didn’t know what to do. I’m still hungry cuz I cried, I didn’t eat, I cannot sleep. Now I don’t know what to do. It’s 2.20 in the morn. 12 hours without food. And quite an amount of...
杀了我吧杀了我吧。
My so-called-nice-cousin is coming over to stay for a long term. I don’t really like her. The family don’t really like her. And… the others don’t really like her.
Reason I don’t like her being her acting all holy and stuff then turn around going to stay at her boyfriends’ house, having pre-marital sex, smoking, drinking, wearing… pieces of cloth. I just...
Making fondant cupcakes tmr.
I’m gon’ be a happy gurl.
Watched "Letters To God" last night...
It was amazing. So.. inspirational. Yeah. I don’t know what else to say about it than I want to watch it another time.
givesmehope:
My girlfriend’s little cousin (11 y/o girl) got horribly electrocuted last weekend and has been in a coma.
Aside from the fact that they weren’t sure she would survive, the doctors were also expecting brain damage.
She came out of her coma yesterday. Her first words were, “I love you daddy.” She GMH.
Inference.
I think I’m too comfortable speaking to close ppl. Like close friends, family and God. I lack the patience and the socializing skills to speak to.. other ppl.
Like, others.
I get restless very easily. I don’t really wanna sit there and listen to your negative nonsense and mindless speech. Like, seriously. They didn’t even offend you and you cannot even get your facts and your...
I’m still that weak to alcohol. Nothing changes and I don’t want it to change. It shouldn’t even change at all. Alcohol is nothing good. Perhaps I should stick even further into my stand. Not only my friends should know that I don’t ever touch those thing, I want my family to know. Like. KNOW. And. NOT. DO. ANYTHING. TO. ME. WITH. REGARDS. TO. IT.
Sasuku. Think funny to...
A little waaay too kuku for a kid who woke up...
Nope, not ‘cause of coffee. Kept myself in. My cousin is downright busy. Every 5 minutes her phone will vibrate, she will wake up and press press press. Not touchscreen.. so quite disturbing. Besides, being stuck in the middle of the bed with my floppin’here’n’there aunt and a every 5 minutes awake cousin ain’t really comfty.
So… I was very...
To be serious, sometimes I really think about my relations with my family quite a lot. The message today, to be on good terms with my family. To obey. To.. listen. Nevermind. Shall enjoy the night first, with my cousins before I actually sit down and think bah.
I M B A L A N C E...
I feel like talkin’ to somebody. Like, anybody. I’m seriously suffocating myself. I don’t know what I’m gon’ talk ‘bout but… I just feel like crying. I know it’s kinda mean but I really wanna cry with someone. Like the other time before BDC outside of class. I know what I did was really veryveryvery mean, leaving him unaware of what to do but..
...
Early in the morning, having to babysit my...
With my eyes half-closed. Gorsh. What can I do?
Siao liao la.
KassemG: There are three douchebags behind me.. Yep, three douchebags.
Nicepeter: Ohhhh~ The three bags of douche..
... Hi.
I always do this whenever I have posts that have “read more” thing. It’s… more or less about concern bah. Nevermind. You don’t really have to see the point.
Okay. I think I am a really bad friend.
I..
- always avoid situations where people I don’t really wanna see them break down break down. I would cry when you cry and make you cry harder. So…...
I thought it would be fun, instead of using my...
Dammit. Who knows that thing is PMS-ing today. The needle somehow got stuck to somewhere and that wheel thingy wouldn’t turn to get that thing out and then my thing is stuck and everything is stuck and the fan is stuck and I am sweating and… GRAAAAH. Lao Kok Kok machine causes all the trouble.
That is not the worse yet.
The worse thing. My mom will come home and kill me and put me in...
I'M SO BOREDDDDD.
Get a life, doode. I mean, me. Err… yeah. I finished putting together all the beads that I want to put together, I finished all the drawing that I had ever wanted to draw this holiday, I am utterly bored of sims3… I don’t know what I can dooooo:(
ALRIGHT NAOS. It’s just the SECOND WEEK. And you have four more to survive through it and not make yourself into a lazy bumbum....
I could sit in front of the microwave with a bag...
Yep. Meet my new friend, the microwave… your best buddy during the holidays!
I have that burning feeling to jump out of my...
But.. no. I shan’t. Cuz I’m too absorbed by what’s inside. Youtube, pink bedsheets, pokemon blankie, Sims3, fancy paper and beads and lace and thread and stickers, rainbows, books, comics, pens, markers…. and absolutely no people.
What’s in YOUR box?
Weezer.
Weezer is an American alternative rock band that formed in Los Angeles in 1992. The band now consists of Rivers Cuomo (lead vocals, guitar), Patrick Wilson (drums, backing vocals), Brian Bell (guitar, backing vocals, keyboards), and Scott Shriner (bass, backing vocals, keyboards). The band has changed lineups several times since its formation in 1992.[8] They have released seven full-length...
Seriously. Who is this WEEZER guy who is trying to...
DaveDays, BarelyPolitical, Fred and RayWilliamJohnson all in the same HOUR? Gosh. Got quite enough of his screen name, DOOOOODE.
Oh, it’s not a GUY. It’s a bunch of guys. LOL. No wonder.
