August 2010
I feel so pressurised by reality.
I think the mentos and cola is fighting inside my...
Like.. dududu, dudu, dudu.
:D STOMACHACHES never was so entertaining:D
I might burp a whole lot of gaaaaas. But no. I taste.. mint(:
It’s so gross to talk about it. BUT IT’S FUNNNNNN. khaye. i shall continue to do my work. SOME DRAWING TMRRRR(:
It's finally over and I did a very bad job. Gratz...
Now, to settle the sugar in and the sugar out.
I had too much sugar I was dancing while I was speaking. Like.. dududu, dudu, dudu. dududu. dudu. dudu.
Then I used up my sugar too fast. I was “rocking out” on STRAWBERRY ROCK JAM, my world.
SO. I need food. Hopefully it doesn’t end too late.
When I feel nervous, I wanna puke.
I don’t feel good. Imbalanced. I am not confident today:( I wanna cry. I know I’m like spamming posts. Cuz I am feeling REALLY nervous. And imbalanced. And unhappy. And emotional. No good. No. Good. :(
If I continue feeling down, I'm going to get...
Grape soda, iced-americano with lots of sugar, a whole box of chocolates, cola, mentos, 2 pieces of cheese, blahblahblah. And the list goes on.
All within an hour.
I’m too depressed to do ANY presentation today.
Woke up two and a half hours late toady and was friggin’… low self-confidence day, Spent two hours in front of the mirror, trying to panic about my slides, trying to be nervous, trying to get ready. I just don’t have that kick in me. Nothing is going well. Like yeah. I dunno why. -sigh- It’s…. supposed to be.. WHAAAAT? I dunno. I feel like what I wear today. Tight,...
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T-Day
Malaysia’s N-Day
Princess Diana’s D-A Day
such a nice date, 31th August.
PLEDGE: I will not overthink, or even better, I will not even think about anything not pertaining to studies on the 31th of August. Yup.
Stay cool, dawg! Like YEAH~. Mugger.
I’m just friggin’ angry at everything today. Got out of bed and the first thing my dad asked me to do is to clean my room. But what the hell. My week ahead is bad enough. I haven’t completed ANY of my slides. And there is still the party design stuffs. Sometime I just wonder why I was nominated for class rep. I’m such a mountain tortoise that I coop myself to myself and I...
Sometimes it feels very tiring to keep hiding from my parents.
I felt so.. suffocated after leaving.
I dunno.
I feel like giving up, I know I shouldn’t. But I just… can’t take it anymore.
I want to stay in church for as long as I can every Saturday.
I want my parents to NOT go on a trip in December.
I want to be able to call my parents and then they will go to church and...
-sigh- busy day...
print, print, print.
service.
home, home, home.
Saturdays are always so busy. And it starts to feel draggy.
URGGH. KK. Off to meet Niao Ci now.
Sometimes I just complain..
I cannot draw charcoal drawings as well as Niao Ci! Ohyah, his lightning and dragon-y stuffs too!
I cannot draw cartoons as well as Sandra! Ohyah, and be as perfectionist as her!
I cannot draw patterny pattern lines like Denzyl!
I am so bad at CS4!
I cannot cut things properly!
I am too clumsy!
I am too absent-minded!
I cannot be as professional!
I cannot speak properly!
I am too...
Anybooody have any cool templates for portfolio?...
But, I still love it more.
MSWord, Excel, Adobe CS… OFF WITH YOU(: Mirosoft Office Powerpoint shall be my love…
Okay. I’m being dumb cuz I’m happy. No link. But I found my face! (Linoprint). Which was chucked aside. And now I can put it in my PORTY-FoLIO-Y~ Yay. And I don’t have to redo my painting. SWEEEEEEEEET.
Sometimes I just wonder why we ALWAYS have to do...
LIKE, HURRAAAAY.
My 100shots(contactsheet) is done, 2shots(b&w,colored) is done, GCSketchysketch is done, BDCSketchysketch is done.
By tomorrow, I need to get my dossier and my portfolio done.
Then tomorrow night, I will have to do my drawing.
Then… Edit my slides for Monday and make little changes and write stuffs in my journal for Toooesday. Khaye. Good. All planned.
Whoa. Sounds like a lot.
Yes....
"I've got a pimple on my cheek yeah, pimple on my...
Shouldn’t have played with that glue gun to make my day worse. HURTS LIKE… as though the scar is laughing at me saying “you clumsy fool, serves you right for playing with dangerous things like MEH. and then dropping it like a bombshell, screamin’ like a loony screamin’ like a loony~”
I missed that day when we had all our cameras...
And we would laugh in the rain, watching the fountains perform their symphony…
Okay, then everything was spoilt by rushing for lunch. Awwww. Haha.
It was fun. Esp watching you laugh after putting your chin on the handlebars on the bus’ seats. Silly face.
Reactions.
*clicks to website*
*reads*
*screams*
“WHAAAAT? ROBERT PATTINSON THE SEXIEST MAN?!”
*>;(*
*frantically searches for “Johnny Depp”*
“WHAAAAT? Whoever is blahblahblah and blahblahblah and blahblahblahblah? Taylor Lautner is second? WHAT’S WITH TWILIGHT?”
Johnny Depp’s the sixth in Glamour’s poll for World’s Sexiest Man. >;(...
So slow yet so soon. It's Thursday tomorrow...
Dear Sore,
It’s been a whole month you’ve been on vacation in my throat already. Please do get back to where you supposedly are. I have been a bad host, giving you lots of water and lots of vitamins to keep you away.
Even though I have to admit being a very very bad and mean and evil person to the people of my state (a.k.a. my stomach, hands, head, legs) by giving my state’s...
It's like my secondary school life never existed.
Perhaps except for the start-going-to-church part of it, the rest just remained on facebook as “friends on facebook”. I hardly ever knew any of them or talked to them or bothered looking at their facebook profiles or smile at them past the corridor during breaks and I hardly ever wanna join in to them. Didn’t go to the birthdays (except for YL’s cuz she’s afterall my...
Amazing 3D paper art by Jeff Nishinaka →
15 Nerdiest consumer household goods →
Coming to the end of 14.08
Today, went to church as usual. But moody. Totally… moody. I don’t know why. It’s just this constant feeling whenever I go to church lately. Know? Like… “I-don’t-want-to-talk-to-people” or “I-am-unfriendly”. So I chose to stay quiet. Besides, I had nothing better to talk about. So I watched Jessica being high about her worship idea. I was quite...
Emma Watson looks like a pixie now...
She should go film a new Peter Pan series or smth like that.. She’d look really amazing.
下雨了(:
心情好好。
认真一点工作噢~
加油！
Even though the thought about drawing nature strangled me…. But it’s quite satisfactory that when I drew some pretty girls they turned out pretty:D So… Okay la, next time dun draw face. :P
Sometimes plans just change to become more exciting.
Lalala.
Tomorrow Imma go shopping with e gurls^.^ Apparently my dearest Sandra’s mommeh discarded my foreign looking shoes. FUNNNEH. She thinks it’s too tall for anyone in her family to wear so she thought it was foreign and somehow stolen from somewhere so she threw it. And HEH HEH. Sandra’s going shopping with me! Of...
“I love being married. It’s so great to find that one special person you...”
– Rita Rudner
“Can you imagine a world without men? No crime and lots of happy, fat women.”
– - Marion Smith
“Every woman is wrong until she cries, and then she is right - instantly.”
– Sam Slick
“A pessimist is a man who thinks all women are bad. An optimist is a man who...”
– Chauncey Mitchell Depew
I have no more photos to post. And I’m bored after a whole day playing Sims3.
Finally, EUDAIMONIA~~
Okay then. Tmr shall be meeting, then sleep, then phototaking with e gurls and maybe the sistaz, then sleep, then BDC, then sleep again, then finally LOUD!
Okay. Exciting plan. (I might not sound excited. Cuz I really am not excited.)
I always have weird conversations with myself.
Sometimes I am really stoning. But sometimes if I don’t reply to what you are really talking to me about, do not be alarmed. For I am talking to myself and laughing at my own jokes.
I might seem insane. Especially to my mum. But fear not, I am insane.
Today I was thinking about the lyrics of Gaga’s “Telephone” with Beyonce....
In the end I didn't eat the Haagen Das Ice Cream.
I CAN'T SLEEP I CAN'T SLEEP I CAN'T SLEEP.
Have you heard of the tale to which why I can’t sleep?
But seriously. I can’t sleep.
I promised myself tht I would NOT BOTHER ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES (be it my mum or my stomach) I will treat myself the rest of the tub of the Haagen Das Ice Cream in the fridge if I manage to do to sleep NOW and wake up and do the things I am supposed to do THEN finally be able to go to the...
It's no longer a "NO I CANNOT" but a "YES I WILL...
This is my own spiritual life. Yes.
I shall stop asking in vain for people to pray for me while not praying myself.
This is my own communication with God.
So I shall communicate with Him MYSELF.
I shall go back into praying. And DO IT.
Shush now, shush.
(Random) Come on, let's do a proper post in a very...
Sorry. Don’t think I can do it.
Really failed to post anything proper in here. Back to livejournal, I guess. At least I know where the private settings are. And I can send letters to my DEAR Sandra:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
...
I need a break.
So I shall go sleep now. Most probably.
But that somehow turns into a habit of changing topic and… Avoids.
So I am an escapee from prison of.. myself.
I must get that shirt. So I shall sleep. And that will be a present for myself for completing that piece of work. If not I shall not rest in peace.
