May 2010
Reasons.
To the pretty girl with a clip on her hair:
I think you’re pretty awesome.
Even when you think you aren’t.
Please don’t try to be someone else, cuz I’d miss you.
pffft.
Does size really matters?!!!!
ohmygoodness. drawing block uh drawing block.
I wanna start smth tomorrow.
And I know I will succeed..
I still remembered what the non-iain guy (teacher)...
Non-Iain: Why vulgarities?
Me: *shock* OHMYGOODNESS. Where?
Non-Iain: *points to "ONE BLOODY FINE DAY...."*
Me: Oh. Hah! This is the story about my brickdoll what.. It is gothic itself. Bloody? *laughs hysterically* Chainsaw, pins, needles, dead flower... *giggles*
Non-Iain: *in shock* Err. Okay. *blabbers smth I couldn't understand for a couple of minutes*
Me: *burst out laughing*
Non-Iain: Er. You can go now.
I bet he's never seen such a student like me! Ohmygoodness. Heeehee... The Coffee-Effect.
Hate it when my dad just nags too much.
Coming into my room 5 times in less than half an hour talking about nonsense and my homework flying around.
Then talk about my lunch which I had in my room.
Then scream at me through the door (I got so fed up he kept interrupting I locked the door)
And continued screaming when I don’t even wanna listen.
Saying I was STUCK to the computer when I’m trying to do my comic strip.
...
Being stupid with your old friends is just so...
The story of 5 Viviens in a conversation.
Funnnyyyy!
GivesMeHope →
givesmehope:
Yesterday was the funeral of my aunt, and her two year old son was wearing a flashing pink headband. When I asked him why, he said “So Mummy can see me when she looks down from heaven” The way children can find hope in the most desperate of situations GMH
givesmehope:
Yesterday was my grandma’s 84th birthday. My boyfriend picked me up for dinner with flowers — but he said they weren’t for me. Then he drove to my grandmother’s house, handed her the flowers, and we took her out to dinner. Seeing her smile GMH
The constant migraine is freaking me out.
Nothing had happened the past weekend. But my head just seemed as if smth pierced through and owch. I dozed off.
Happens every single time and I cannot think, cannot eat, cannot do anything with this thing. Except for having the concious mind to rush to the toilet to puke, I guess.
Grah. Just lemme finish my comic strip, YOU DUMB BRAIN.
Grah.
“How tired I am of this ungrateful distance between us,
How I wait for the toll...”
– Indigo, Love of Reading Fund (commercial)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HypgcCT1r68
Every part of me just hurts.
My lips which are like cracking due to dryness AND that infection cuz of the cut.
My teeth becuz it’s slanted due to the fall AND the BAM.
My head cuz of I dunno why.
My arms cuz of I dunno why either.
My stomach cuz I had chicken pie and milo and an egg tart which was not filling AT ALL for dinner.
My heart cuz of I dunno what reason to tell you.
But I know I’ll be good(:Cuz God...
My friggin' head hurts so much I wanna puke.
But all that came to my mind wasn’t seeing my dinner. It was seeing the popcorn.
Tireeed.
What am I tyring to do?
Khaye. I don’t know.
I have no idea what to do for my poster.
And my lips and gums just hurt and continued bleeding, distracting me from everything.
Fraaaaah.
I feel like a fool. Only now. After I had the flop 7 hours ago, with bag on my head and my face on the road and my skirt flipped. Cuz it hurt now. It was numb before so I had no feeling.
-sigh-
Jeff Dunham’s videos are GOOD:D
Flop. Bam. Crash. And BAM (again).
Watching this Jeff Dunham episode...
JeffD: Thought you brought him to the SPA?
Peanut: Yes, I did! I brought him to the ssss-*pop*-ahh!
Jose: He put me into the vegetable steamer.
Peanut: It's the same thing! It is steamy and it gets hot and it goes TIIINNGGGGG!
http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpRW8jh8AgY
*laughs head out*
I Hate This Part - Pussyct Dolls.
Staring at the song title and saying: “Definately.”
Don't. Touch. Me. Or. Else. I. Scream.
I’m really restless and tired. This migraine thing (which is coming back) is killing me whenever I stress myself out easily.. So it’s getting worse. I’m just lousy. Bad coordinator. Bad leader. Bad caregiver. Bad. Bad.
Grandma’s not home. I’ve got no one to talk to. She went out, I think. Then the maid ask me to go home.
Bought new shoes today but that didn’t...
Maybe I'm just tired laa:D
Spent the rest of my energy from last night early this morn to send an entry to Joshua for THE DEAL and that’s practically the bottoms of my energy level.
Had a 10 minutes nap after feeling bad screaming at JL and giving attitude to Sam, Den and Ziv. Yeahyeahyeah.
Then talked to Sandra a little… Felt better putting secrets with people. I realised I safekeep different secrets with...
All sorts of means to make myself cheer up.
Trying to laugh at a joke, ice cream, bubble tea, sugar, sweets, candies, pokey sticks, cakes, chocolate.. whatver. Like I’ve eaten loads of things in just like 7.30 till now. I’m full and unhappy. Which is quite not me.
Really drained of everything.
This silence sounds more chaos than peace.
What’s going on with me? Seriously, even though I like this pace of work (p.s. I finished half of my module test requirement already) but then…. I really feel very empty and nothing goes thru this stupid empty head of mine. Crap.
I don’t know how to react and I don’t want to react. I just feel very very weird and crappy and tired and achey.
My spine hurts. Really. What...
Can't breathe.
Over-high.
Remember last night was talking to WQZZ about her wedding. So. The. Arrangement. Is. Like. This.
THE CUZZZIES SHOULD SIT TOGETHER! So irritating lor. Sitting with old people is no fun.
After last night, I’m so trained to the family’s culture already. Funny. I’m halfway, no way, in the middle of the family.
We-eird.
No. I must hang on.
I must hang on even though I’m REAALY very tired and bloated. LOL. Dinner was good. Lunch was good with the dinner. Sounds weird? Yeah. It does.
So, here comes my new cousin-in-law. Here comes my err.. “TANG GU“‘s term. Old liao.
Kk. It’s really getting the freak out of me. Cannot stand it. Homework shall wait. Eyebags won’t wait.
WORSHIP: It's not just about the songs and the...
LINQIIIII! See? I remmebered:D
ultravioletsunshine:
fastf0rwarrd-ed:
Well, today I realised I’m the most “stress-free” when I’m with the church people. I don’t need to be you know, defensive or even hiding. I can just laugh hysterically and they will only ask “what happen” and not “why you laugh? you’re weird” kind of thing.
Perhaps bah.
So, to clarify things.
No. No, I do not have guy problems. But yeah, I wish and pray...
Well, today I realised I’m the most “stress-free” when I’m with the church people. I don’t need to be you know, defensive or even hiding. I can just laugh hysterically and they will only ask “what happen” and not “why you laugh? you’re weird” kind of thing.
Perhaps bah.
So, to clarify things.
No. No, I do not have guy problems. But...
Why do I feel a dragggggg?
I just hope time won’t pass so fast every single day. Then it inchesssssssssss with my sisters!
Quality alone time.
Guess I need it quite a lot. Getting stuffed by too much attention from class peeps.
Still can’t get used to it.
I will, I guess..
Gaga puts cans on her head. Not just that yellow and blue telephone. LOLs. And she totally took that Vijay style luh. OMG. This reminds me of social studies lesson last year with a “OKAAY, CLASSS” and that zip-lock bag hand sign of Vijay. Lols.
I...
“假如你是我等待的爱情故事”
– 完美故事，潘韦伯
So tough.
I’m a bad leader. X(
I should have spared some thought for my team.
Well. Siggh. More concern, I guess. More empathy.
Stuffs to settle. Much. Sigh.
:)
Tomorrow’s Friday:D And I shall be very happy becuz there is OC tomorrow!!! :D Talk talk talk talk talk:D I love talking to Mdm Tham and the class. And the point is, NO ONE’S LISTENING! So I can just talk talk talk talk talk…. :D
And we’re going for Lao Shi’s exhibition after Lao Shi’s lesson. He’ll be so proud of us(:
Saturday, I shall have lunch with...
Tomorrow, I shall be better(:
Since I get to sleep early (and I shan’t delay it any longer)
Since I get to take a break to forget about all the BDC excercises I have to hand up in September.
Since I get to rest for a while before CY calls me and I start to pester him with my stupid class CIP project that I have to lead. Like as if automatic.
Since I get to play play play from Friday all the way until Sunday night....
Miss-fortune or Misfortune?
Let’s write a story about it.
Is it crap or what? Grr.
Writing proposals again. I love paperwork.
Although it’s my favourite job, but it doesn’t mean that I would want to do it alone, right? Plus all the responsibilities, it’s gonna be so so so so so heavy, loaded and forcefully filled with a big humongous tonn of responsiblity. It’s so irritating laaa! Ohmyfriggin’goodness laaaaa!
You would get sick of your favourite...
The first thing my mum said when she came back was...
Dessert
*looking at Jerm eating icecream after a meal she cannot finish*
Sam: Girls, no matter how full they eat. If you put a ice cream sundae in front of her, she still can finish it de lor.
Me: *grins* *nods*
Sam: How you know? You're a guy lor.
Me: *sudden depression* *spouts*
Den: She hinting you to buy a sundae for her la.
Me: *smile brightly*
Sam: *looks at me* Where you find sundae here lor. Besides, you're a guy la. No need for dessert de.
Me: WHAAAAAT?! Eh, you people are sweeet tooth also lor. Does that make you a girl? You bitch.
LOLS. It's just so funny when we call each other bitches when we're just like having "men's talk". Oh, bitch.
I hate to do CIP work in a whole big lot.
Firstly, I hate to see people doing nothing.
Secondly, I hate to see people doing nothing and getting CIP points just becuz you did everything. {and I mind it a lot}
Third, I hate to do BIG groups CIP becuz people just get to wander off and lose control of themselves.
Fourth, bonding is merely a fake excuse just to get a chance to do nothing.
...
My new found brothers are just like sisters.
Buying sweet stuffs together, watching movies together. Shopping weird things together. LOLs
LOLS.
“Anyone who has a continuous smile on his face conceals a toughness that is...”
– Greta Garbo
That 5 months of energy seemed to have been used...
Just so pray that I can go for GDOP this sunday...
But I really feel like going to find WQZZ on Friday.
But I need to finish my work on Friday so that I can go CSC and then for service on Saturday. And Sunday, there is a wedding that I have to attend but dread to attend. Then next week, there is another wedding in June at Changi that I, too, dread to attend but I have to attend becuz all carnivores are supposed to attend (apparently the...
